I Got Inspired.

I finally found my words.  I found my inspiration.  It's been way too long, and I've been trying to find it again.

So earlier, I had to find a pen because these words were threatening to spew out of me everywhere if I didn't.  This is rough, but it's a beginning.  So here's what I wrote.

You didn't even fight for me.

There were some things I really would've liked to hear you say.

But it was easy --

       Oh, so easy...
For you to let me go.

Did you ever even have it in you?

Did you ever have the drive?

I feel like you were just pretending,

When you said your heart was mine.

You used to say you loved me.

Why did that have to stop?

You forgot all about me.

Left me behind.

         In the dust.

You couldn't even look me in the eyes when we fucked.

But you won't find me up all night.

       No.
You won't.

I'm moving on. I've made up my mind.

You're not worth my precious time.

I have bigger, better things to do,

       Baby, than waste myself on you.

I could've shown you so, so much.

I hope you know I really tried.

But I'm not wasting any more time,

Waiting for you to smile.

It's my time to shine.