an unsettling trend

What the fuck is going on?
What the hell is all this noise?
I feel as if I've been discarded
into a pile of old, unwanted toys.
I just don't see why it is I'm being
booted off the island again -
this is turning very quickly into
a quite unsettling trend.
I'm tired of being scolded.
I'm tired of hearing threats.
I don't know how to feel now that
you've actually followed through with it.
I'd like to cry, or scream, or stomp,
but there's a hollowness in my chest,
and despite how hard I may try,
no emotion can be expressed.